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2005-01-21T14:51:30Z

Partially_wrong

Your a horse_of_Coarse

2005-01-21T14:13:42Z

hum i am sitting in study GLARING at my FAILING grades in English. :( it makes me sad because my friends are laughing at me. I take time everyonce in a while to lean to my rigt (rebeccas side) to occsionally smell her hair. And sometimes my hand slips off of the keyboard to my Left (amandas side)to caress Amandas hand on her mouse ;). Yes i truely am IN LOVE with mY friends

COOL

2005-01-20T14:43:22Z

AMANDA! i so found this band that USE to be called Psychotic Pandas. and i so totally thought of you <3. And well thats all i got BYE

IM GONNA GETCHA ITS A MATTER OF TIME ;)

2005-01-12T14:30:01Z

I am sitting in study hall the MANDA right next to me... (whore) ;) and she is reading all of this b,dh
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^^that was her because she re4ga5hju6j8i7i8i89o8o98ojUYH&^ read it....

ummm.... Oh yeah, John Wayne Gacy was a weird man... *shutters*

cerritoburrito @ 2005-01-06T21:27:00

2005-01-07T03:32:09Z

So, today kinda sucked, i came home and found out we have no fucking water, well we do but we cant use it. so i had to go nextdoor for a shower, then i came home and ate. but i went to aggies, i lover her because she always draws me pictures at work, they make me smile. we always are thinking the same things too...its weird. we are soul mate <3.
and before all of that happened i came home started listening to this specific song and i just broke down...everytime i hear it i want to totally cry. because it makes me think of everything, like my gramma, our water not being good, school, homework, parents, friends, and all the other drama that revolves around me.
last night was the worst, because i went from being really happy to really pissed to really sad within like 30 min. it scares me sometimes. but that has pretty much become the usual, so its all good.
tomarrow is friday, i dont want to make any plans, maybe ill sit home and SLEEP all night, because i think ive fallen back into the "sleeping 24/7" pattern, weird...oh well i am getting bored and should probably be doing my homework so i will... BYE BYE

<3 kaity

UIGFEWUIBVGUIVAG YGN

2005-01-03T18:12:36Z

Hey, well i am about to go out to lunch with some people, it should be OK, because its WHITE CASTLE (yuck), but we'll see how it goes, and this last week i went to 4 concerts, 3 in a row, i am so tired. and then i also made a new callander, i added a day to the week so instead of seven daysa week, it is now 8. and tuesday is the mew day of rest. its all great! haha, well im off to eat BYE BYE

cerritoburrito @ 2004-12-31T00:13:00

2004-12-31T06:16:32Z

So i went to FOB concert and it was so totally awesome, except 2 people walked past me with serious injuries there was blood everywere, it was scary and when we were walking down wacker drinve the road we were supose to take was coutiontaped off with a police car, so we had to go a different way...it was scarrrrrry. and yeah i guess other then that everything is pretty ok. i think i like this guy chris.<3 haha but the medicine im taking really fucked with me. its weird like they say it makes you depressed and shit, but i dont know. my head is all messed up HAHA like it was before. so maybe it WASNT the medicine. oh well im tirred fromt he concert so i will write later?

<3 k to the mother fucking 8-0 bitches

Hum

2004-12-15T14:19:20Z

im kinda bored, sitting here on my ass. doing World history, adv. no less (although almost everyone was placed in adv.) just make me feel smart for once please. and well me and amanda are okay but as for the rest of my friends? that is completely another story. andits all goood, i have severed ties from the for a week almostish? well actually they are the ones not talking to me, but i feel great! not because they arent talking to be, but because i needed the break. not just from them, but from all other people HAHA fuck yeah.

IN A PERFECT WORL I'D NEVER KNOW YOUR NAME

2004-12-14T14:29:43Z

Hum yesterday was incredable. I'm not sure why, nothing special happened. i went to the mall with skyler and we met up with nick and robbie(who should NOT cut his hair) Then when i came home i didnt do anything. i am so relaxed now i can fucking concur anything. except spellling. i also realized that i can alomst slack off on my finals becuase i am at a stable b in almost all of my classes. i would need to get like a D or D- to lower my grade on finals! Man, then this morning a water pipe broke in school, sadly we still go to class on time, and it all worked out in one way or another. Oh well, some day this school is just going to collapse.

CALL ME A SAFE BET, IM BETTING IM NOT

2004-12-13T14:19:29Z

this weekEND i had every intention of staying home. yeah 830 friday night came around and i ended up having RObbie pick me up ( he got lost and went almost 20 min out of the way) and we went to the movies, first oceans 12 were i was a pimp i had nick on one side and robbie on the other. then we got bored and went to see Blade 3, it wasnt so bad, i learned that chicks with blood on them is hot...? IDK and then st. i was like OK IM STAYING HOME! but ended up going to the ignite the sky concert with swig, and both did awesome. Matt is looking better since he lost weight :) im so proud. and kevins voice is getting better! wow i had a fun weekEND. Sat when i woke up i felt so melllow, and i so much better than i had that past few weeks. i actually wasnt feeling like FUCK EVERYONE.
K to the 80 bitches

Getting There is Getting BY

2004-12-10T14:07:26Z

I'm going to get there
You're going to see me
You're going to say that so much has changed
In a year now,
I'll rise above and I'll see you at the...top

Everyone has changed.

AOA....are you okay?
Are your breathing patterns on time?
Did you wake up in the morning breathing fire
And stumble out of bed like thoughts into your head?

Tie me here in time
I think I'm doing alright
And kind of getting by

Everyone has changed.

KOA...are you AOK?
Was yesterday the best day of your life?
Only beating out the day before that?

Are you afraid of, the world you've created?

Tie me here in time
I think I'm doing alright
And kind of getting by

Make tonight my life
I think I'm doing alright
And kind of getting by

Who do you turn to?
When you don't know who you turned into?

And everyone has changed.

Who do you turn to?
When you don't know who you turned into?

You won't find it this time.

When we get there
You will see that...
You will say that
Say that so much has changed
And everyone has changed

AOK are you okay tonight?

Everyone has changed.
Everyone has changed.
Everyone has changed.
Everyone has changed.

Tie me here in time
I think I'm doing alright
And kind of getting by

Make tonight my life
I think I'm doing alright
And kind of getting by

Tie me here in...time.

All We Ever Needed...

2004-12-09T14:17:00Z

.................................I Got Nothing.................................

cerritoburrito @ 2004-12-08T08:18:00

2004-12-08T14:19:39Z

IM sitting here in study hall (nothing new) listening to Northstar, and less then Jake. AT THE SAME TIME! no i lied. So i got an e-mail from mario last night, yeah i sent him one to lol. and FUCK all of my friends you fucking cock suckers. i dont care what you guys say anymore. cuz you had me convinced of things and now i know the truth. (and it isnt what you are thinking) and i didnt even find out form Mario...although he helped. but i swear if i dont know whats righ tnow. then every songle person i know is lieing to get their fucking way! Its pissing me off. LEARN TO TELL THE GOD DAM TRUTH. it wont hurt trust me. at least then i will know who is saying what.

K to the mother fucking 80 bitchs

P.S.Fuck EVERYONE

Go to hell, HWo needs you...

2004-12-06T14:26:38Z

Over the weekend i saw MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK! it was so awesome and i fantasized ALOT. idk but i really needed that cuz it made me feel so GOOD! and then on sunday i went to the mall with aggie, and it seemed like she knew everyone there. she bought my christmas presents, and now i gotta get her MEGA PHONE! cept that is going to b eaither expensive or hard to fine, im not sure which one.! i hope i find it though cuz that would be sooooo cool. humm i got my hair cut and now i look like almost all of my friends, which they are pretty and all BUT I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THEM! cuz i like to be unique. i think i am actually rebeling against them in my own way though. but that is a whole nother story. well save that for some other time~

K to the mother fucking 80 bitches

Your words are hands around my neck, You penatrate my skin.

2004-12-03T14:34:17Z

Hum, again in study Hall Bored! Im super scared, cuz yesterday i was really HOT HOT HOT, like my face was redish color rather than whitish...? WHY? i think im like making my self sick, nah its winter season, so i think that explaines it all! HAH!! But yeah i have decided to write a book, based off of a little bit of everyone of my friends life. ALthough im not going to use their names or anything, but it will be quite obvious who is who? nahh, i gotta talk to my friends first, so they dont like beat me up or anything. ILL DEFEAT THEM ALL.
This week has been so bad, i cant wait for it to end. I might go to a concert on Saturday, MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK! i really need this. YEs Yes i do.

<3 K to the mother fucking 80 bitches

Drag me on the ground, Powerless i Stand.

2004-11-30T14:33:53Z

SO, I'm in study hall, soppose to be doing my homework but i can barely concentrate, As usual. I'm sick in the brain no doubt. But it has got to stop. The more arguing, and the more gossip. The worse my head hurst at night. my friends are so confusing, and i can sense some of them aren't telling me something or another (thats right, i have a sxth sense). I am goinmg to go crazy and lash out on some one soon. I want it to happen only because i want to get it over with. but if preventable, well then i will do anything in my power to stop it from happening.
I need to get away, but i have no were to turn. i can always go to my friends, but it isnt the same as SOLITARY CONFINEMENT!

Maybe that is the answer?

K to the 80

LA LA LA

2004-11-28T16:05:06Z

This is the end, beautiful friend,
This is the end, my only friend.
The End.
Of our Elaborate lives
The End

Yeah im lame

2004-11-23T14:14:48Z

Ha i have nothing better to do first hour study hall, so this is what i do... im on my second wind today im soo tired, i have a shit load of enegery so i cant fall asleep like usual, and i cant stand anyone here, so i have o\no1 cool to talk to... :( oh well maybe next semester will be better, cuz i might do clothing or something instead of the lame study hall, aAHH but oh no i have track so what if i forget to do my homework( which i often do ) haha, well i will figure out a nice plan to go with... HAHA ahhh i am so bore

cerritoburrito @ 2004-11-20T23:04:00

2004-11-21T05:05:22Z

^FUCKING_FUCKER
^AHHH_AHHHHHHHHH

cerritoburrito @ 2004-11-18T17:22:00

2004-11-18T23:25:40Z

So i went to the doctor the other day... I found outi sprained my back You know what? i didnt affect me, people were always you would know if you hurt ur back in any way, b ut relly? it hought i was just getting old HA! and i started track and its been like 3 days, im sper excited cuz i got the nike shocks, and they truely are awesome, but i dont wanna get stress fractures tis year and miss out anymire, it makes me sad :(...lots of things make me sad. But soon enough everything will be better i hope, soon enough as well i jerastic change is gonna occure, i dont know what when were how but i have a feeling it will, Maybe for the better :) haha

oh qwell

<3 Kaity

cerritoburrito @ 2004-11-12T22:51:00

2004-11-13T04:55:48Z

Tonight i went to a concert (ignite the sky) which was toally awesome, they were spactacular for their first show, and i bet they'll only get better..HEHE

I dont know what it is, but i dont get the same Thrill so to speak with my friends, its rather boring and i get depressed when i am around them sort of fast. sometimes i feel like crying other times i feel like choking one of them. The worst part is i dont have a logical reason i just kinda feel like it! i sound like a bich saying all this, but i feel like a bigger one. There are however a few people who make me feel on top of the world, i just dont see them to often, when i do i treasure those times. Ahh idk what to do :*(...i have the worst luck with actually being happy with my friends, but this time the friends i have arent evil and phsycho, well i dont think so...

cerritoburrito @ 2004-11-11T11:32:00

2004-11-11T17:34:38Z

HUmm well alst weekend i slept at stefos (she made an AWESOME infomercial for us) wish i had a camera! and then the next day i slept and went to the Bad religion concer (which people were telling me it was sold out!) it seemed like the didnt want me to go :( oh well it wasnt and i still went! it was AWESOME! <3 and we got home at like 130 then i just slept at aggies house, then LAST NIGHT! i slep ther again (its my new home) and we went out for a night on the town...uhh ;) my hands hurt! oh well! it was AWESOME! oh yeah CHRISTINA I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER!!!!!!!!

:) <3 K to the 80

WOO!

2004-11-07T22:20:55Z

last night i went downtown to see bad religion with rise against and from first to last (yeah no1 liked them but i still do) and bad religion playedfor almost 2 hours, it was amazing! and i was with aggie and andie and other people! haha, and i met lots of people too! but i slept all day today so far, and i still hurt! OH WELL! it was TOTALLY worth it! eh, whatever! and now i have to go get my FALL OUT BOY TICKETS! for me and ME!i cant wait for that one either. AND ON FRIDAY! NOV. 12th concert at Blooming dale PD! it will be awesome :)

what a long day

2004-10-26T00:41:00Z

yeah, my day still hasnt ended...welll we went to six flags yesterday and i fell asleep for like 10 min. maybe more on the way home, and i got home around 11 ish? and then fells asleep right away...ahh and since i had SCHOOL today i had to get up and then i slept some more in study hall, im so tired though! AHH who cares, and yesterday Laura had to pee so bad i thought she was going to piss in my fucking car...it was soo funny, i like spit my water all over myself..HAHA and then since i didnt go out to dinner with my family the other, yeah i got "grounded" what ever the hell that means, cuz i get to go out and do whatever, but i have to eat with my family 4-5 times a day, and today we ate with my neighbors OUTSIDE no less ( but my neighbors are awesome!!!<3) I eat so well with them meh, i just got out of the shower and i feel SOOOO CLEAN!

I WISH I COULD MAKE A DIFFERNCE, AND NOT HAVE MY AGE MATTER

2004-10-23T05:10:16Z

Some say september 11th was a scam, the president knew it was going to happen, he has been known to convers with terrorists, other say how can you consider thinking it was "planned" whatever it was, that was the last straw so to speak, and now we are at war...but for what? to get rid of terrorism, when in the first place it wasn't an issue in america? Of coarse there was terrisorm before but even after this is all over, it is still going to occur. All we will have to say when this is all over is we are the "better" people for putting an end to this horrible thing, but is it worth it? Sending troops, innoscent people across seas, and having them murderd is hardly worth it. In the beginning it wasnt such a bad idea, but hasn't this fighting gone on long enough? The Greeks went 200 years without fighting, in todays society, with the minds we have, thats nearly impossible. I know so little about the government today, i dont even choose who I think should be our next president, mostly because im too young, but even i know enough to say stop the Man-slaughter and help do whats right for your counrty. Put forth the effort to set things right and maybe then people wont be afraid of "what place is going to be bombed next?" or "what is the terrorist level at?"